To avoid the Hernandez brothers, lean tough
kids with scarred knuckles, reputations, and stolen cigarettes,
I cut through the back lot of the local body shop on my way home
from school, passed slow by the twisted wrecks and starred windshields,
awed by the hard lines and the graceful curves where Detroit’s
finest met bridge abutments and telephone poles, the rorschachs
of dried blood on cloth upholstery. An eye out for Carlos and
Manuel, I pried free the chrome script Coupe de Ville and the
bold V from a Caddy’s trunk. The screwdriver slipped and my hand
drove into the jagged sheet metal. The next day, too late for
stitches, I had a start on my first scar. I returned to the scene
and salvaged an armful of eight-track tapes from a burned-out
Nova, labels charred, plastic cases deformed. But they still played.
And that summer, my right hand taped and wrapped, I played catcher
for the local Tigers, caught Manuel’s wild fastball, listened
to the tapes at night in headphones, a dead man’s music channeling
over and over. T. Rex and Nazareth resurrected. I worked on a
hard throw to second, and learned the art of hot wire. Detroit
won the Series that year, my throwing hand throbbed, the city
burned. Manny and I played hard, shared smokes behind the dugout
after games, played those tapes again and again and dreamt of
high school ball, drivers licenses, the Big Leagues, and our own
gleaming piece of some American Dream.