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Margaret Gibson wrote
her essay, "Thou Shalt Not Kill," to "record a world that is vanishing,"
she says. She wrote the memoir, in which she recalls learning about life
and death in her childhood rural home, to hear her own voice-a voice that
she says is diminishing daily under the onslaught of commercialism. She
believes the memoir fulfills this preservational function in society.
"We need to hear ourselves," she says, "and to hear others speaking from
an impulse deeper than the voices that swarm over us, selling themselves
or a product."
Gibson identifies
a particular voice in this memoir that propelled her to craft the piece
as it is. The piece began as "random memories" and notes about her childhood
in a journal with no vision of a longer narrative. She planned not to
revise these notes.
"But I did," she
says, "once I began to see how detailed the memories were and how they
began, seemingly on their own, to stitch themselves into a pattern."
She had not expected
her notes to take on an organization, and she thinks this process of organization
resulted from the development of a narrative voice. Gibson noticed, as
she kept the journal regularly, that a tone of coherence was emerging-a
voice that wanted to pull the notes together into a pattern, without trying
to comment upon the arrangement.
"I was most pleased
at the way this voice avoided explanation and exposition, folding a minimum
of these into what became a narrative," she says.
Gibson was also pleased
with the memoir's sensory lushness, as in her mouth-watering recollection
of the food her mother put on the table: "Garden peas or limas, sliced
beets, shelled black-eyed peas, mounds of mashed potatoes, or new potatoes
cooked in their skins, quartered and bathed in butter." Gibson has written
meditative lyric poems and books of poems that employ an overall narrative
thrust, and she attributes the attention to detail in "Thou Shalt Not
Kill" and its careful phrasing to her experience with writing poetry.

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