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This piece was a
hard one to report because the wormers are Downeast Mainers and one of
the great points of pride of Downeast Mainers is silence in the face of
adversity, silence in the face of poverty, silence in front of outsiders.
I'd seen those guys with their rakes out on the mudflats and had a couple
of conversations, Maine-men-talking-to-tourist: "Oh, we're
just digging up rocks for pleasure." That kind of thing, and
they'd show me a rock.
When I decided to
do a story I went out there as a reporter looking for people to work with
and -- unusual in the world -- they wouldn't say anything at all, not
even lies about rocks. Not a word from anybody. "Not
interested." So I switched to saying I was a professor (this
is true) interested in worming (also true) and now at least some guys
were more willing to be interviewed, even if it was for publication, but
only about technical things, certainly not about their lives.
For those questions,
everyone said see so-and-so, down such-and-such way, so I did, and so-and-so
took me out worming and he and his friends lied to me about everything
outrageously ("scuba worming" was the worst of it) and made
sure I got stuck in the mud and stung by two worms and laughed at me.
My first worming notebook is still buried out there in the mud of such-and-such
bay, full of lies. Turns out so-and-so had been interviewed about
a dozen times by local papers and news stations and had always got away
with lying ("scuba worming" had been mentioned seriously by
a radio reporter out of Portland, who should have known better).
So-and-so was the wormer's unofficial PR man, and very funny, but full
of misinformation and disinformation, a properly wry and recalcitrant
Yankee.
It took me weeks
of (imperfectly pleasant) trips to the ocean and mudflats to find Ikey
Dorr. And Ikey Dorr was special only in that he would talk to me
at all. He started to trust me when I let myself be made fun of
as a professor and when he saw I meant to get equipment and worm with
them and when he saw I didn't believe their lies (that "scuba worming"
thing is popular. Also "nude worming," and its secondary
tale, "the sexy lady reporter who tried it"). Also,
I didn't mind drinking a tank or two of beer with them and sitting down
to "suppah." And I didn't ask lots of questions, having
learned how poorly that worked. I just hung out with them with as
much sympathy as I could muster. And I showed them what I wrote
in my notebook. So Ikey and Danny and company started being themselves
around me, and took decent care of me, and showed me the worming
business from the mud up, only scaring me and kidding me when absolutely
necessary.
Then there was the
writing. I write a lot of fiction, so to me scene is everything.
I try to avoid long sections of journalistic, billboard, or lists of facts,
preferring to get as much as possible of that stuff into the weave of
story. Characters, of course, are what make narrative happen. So
I worry a lot about what it means to get a real person onto the page.
And I don't pretend to be objective. That's me the story is coming
from. And I, like all of us, am a distorting lens, quite often
stuck in the mud.

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